Nothing fits my hand better or can I ahoot better than a 1911. I don’t own one now but probably should. It’s easy to get caught up in capacity and caliber discussions. You should carry what you are confident and comfortable with. With my lifestyle and places I go a j frame or micro 9 are what I choose. It’s good that you are renting and trying out different pistols. You will know when you find the right one for you.