Well sure but I’d mostly attribute that to having good examples as adults to learn from. It’s obvious to see that people with strong morals and strong sense of responsibility live better lives. Regardless of what name they put on their version of spiritualityAnd you don't think you got any of those strong morals from being raised in a Christian enviornment huh ?
The church is just like anything else. There’s good and bad people. Some of the biggest A-holes I’ve ever met in my life were via the church.
I was just never really able to actually feel strong about religion. I was never able to raise my hands during praise and worship and actually feel anything. I was never able to honestly fully commit to saying I believe this/that and this/that 100% etc… I have no desire to be fake, so I walked away from the church long ago and haven’t missed it.