You, sir, are in my prayers.
I'm gonna go out on a limb and say you have been totin' a gun and badge for around 5 years or so...right?
I was EXACTLY where you were when I hit the 5 year mark. By then, you've just about seen it all and done it all in our CHOSEN career of law enforcement. God actually created the police to deal with certain undesireables. Google St. Michael, the Archangel - God's first policeman.
Just before I decided to quit, my local pastor told me to pick up my Bible and read Romans chapter 13.
I advise you to do the same.
I've been in your shoes. If you need to vent, just send me a PM.
Good luck to you my brother in blue.
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