I didn't say you WERE a nihilist, but you've been a reasonable facsimile of one as of late. Nothing much in the way of positive advice from you except to sit back and watch the world burn.
I'm simply me without a label. I view how things as they are and see little prospect of change for the better. As such, I go about my daily life enjoying it to the fullest and don't stress about what is happening around me. What will be, will be.