No, I am serious. I know some people are probably skeptical, and with the way I previously behaved, I don't blame them, but hopefully they will see in time.
Losing Steve hurts like crazy. He was the second friend I lost this month. Seeing those little children slaughtered too. I want to do my best to make the world around me better. I also see that in my arrogance, I was the one who was fooled. I was the fool to dismiss the threats to our liberty that exist.
This will sound very grandiose, but I almost feel like Saul on the Road to Tarsus. That's a little melodramatic, but I realize I have wasted a lot of time being a snide horse's ass, when I could have actually been doing some good. Anyway, I got a long ways to go, and I am sure I will stumble, but I'll just get up and keep going.
You sir, have my utmost respect. I will include you in my prayers.