I hope the death of this thing gives you and those close to you some closure and some peace.
You owe it to yourself and to those who died not to allow this horrible crime to cause more horror in the future, and that is no easy thing to accomplish. I strongly urge you to get counseling from whatever source you are comfortable with, whether it's church based or the medical community or wherever you can get good help.
It is your duty to live a long and happy life, remembering those who you lost. You have to divorce yourself from the very natural hatred you feel. I don't mean forgive, and I don't mean forget. Just do not allow yourself to be consumed by hatred. Keep it as a pet if you must, but keep it on a leash. Remember, you are in control at all times. My very best wishes are with you and yours.
You owe it to yourself and to those who died not to allow this horrible crime to cause more horror in the future, and that is no easy thing to accomplish. I strongly urge you to get counseling from whatever source you are comfortable with, whether it's church based or the medical community or wherever you can get good help.
It is your duty to live a long and happy life, remembering those who you lost. You have to divorce yourself from the very natural hatred you feel. I don't mean forgive, and I don't mean forget. Just do not allow yourself to be consumed by hatred. Keep it as a pet if you must, but keep it on a leash. Remember, you are in control at all times. My very best wishes are with you and yours.