I to have lost a great friend , my wife of 13 years to Covid-19 , it just happened to soon and I as of many thought this won't happen to me , I fought it along with her and she didn't make it , and I wonder so many times why it wasn't me , the Lord has been so good to me and has seen me through this tough time , I've had to move twice since the incident and for the first time in my life I have been without a vehicle , I do have a roof over my head and food to eat so I will never complain about not having anything , I sit alone slot and wonder what tomorrow will bring and what will be thrown my way , still some things have to be conquered and you know it's not in my hands but GOD'S hands , I don't have to worry no matter what , it's what makes a person stronger , and wiser , I opened 2 gifts this morning they were my eyes and GOD is in control .