Gonna need a place to live sson.

[mightymouse]

I want so badly to call her and hear her voice and to talk to her about my day yesterday but I know that is the wrong thing to do right now.

My fear is that if she doesn't see me or talk to me that she will lose that love for me so I have to learn to deal with my anxiety if it doesn't work out it doesn't work.

If you have a really, really good friend you can call, make a pledge to that person and yourself that you will call THAT person whenever you feel like calling your wife. It helps if that person is a good listener. Best of luck to you!