I've only been here a couple years and never had the chance to read any of your husbands post or talk to him, but you have my thoughts and prayers and condolences. I think only gun nuts really understand gun nuts. Even a lot of people that own guns think gun nuts are...well...nuts, but really most of us are just enthusiasts that's all. You can be a car nut, a fishing nut, a hunting nut. To me all it really means is your avid about your hobby, nothing more nothing less. God Bless you and your husband.