I can say without a doubt that my number one regret is having done the things that led up to me losing Littleblue.
I love and miss her so much, and I re-live having made those mistakes over and over in my head every day.
If there were any way I could just go back and re-do it, I would...but obviously we are rarely afforded that luxury.
Really, the only way I could personally use it as a productive learning experience would be if I *could* have/continue a relationship with her, as I have no plans to pursue a relationship with another person....in any capacity.
Of all the things I've done, this has definitely been the toughest pill I've ever had to swallow....it's left me completely heartbroken.
I love and miss her so much, and I re-live having made those mistakes over and over in my head every day.
If there were any way I could just go back and re-do it, I would...but obviously we are rarely afforded that luxury.
Really, the only way I could personally use it as a productive learning experience would be if I *could* have/continue a relationship with her, as I have no plans to pursue a relationship with another person....in any capacity.
Of all the things I've done, this has definitely been the toughest pill I've ever had to swallow....it's left me completely heartbroken.