The link I posted to "The Pusher" in the other thread led to this one.
I think Dennis got petty far out there in his life. I think he made it back. I wonder if he was satisfied with how it turned out?
I'm pretty good with where I am and how I got here. If it's over tomorrow, I'll be satisfied, don't get me wrong, I'm not ready to go, but who is? I look back from here and wonder, "When the frac did I get old?" "Why the frac does being old have to be so damn painful?"
I think "Boy I wish I had done this or hadn't done that" but if you jack with one thing it changes everything. I do have regrets, but nothing big time, no mass murders, no pyromaniacal binges. I wish I had treated some people I cared about better. I wasn't mean, just not as attentive as I should have been.
I kind of got pretty far from shore too. I think I made it back okay.
All in all, I've had a cracker jack of a good time. I've been in the right place at the right time more than once, and escaped by the skin of my teeth more than once.
My kids have had it pretty good too.
I worry about my grandkids a lot more than I ever did about my kids. It looks like I'm leaving them a pretty crappy situation.
I think Dennis got petty far out there in his life. I think he made it back. I wonder if he was satisfied with how it turned out?
I'm pretty good with where I am and how I got here. If it's over tomorrow, I'll be satisfied, don't get me wrong, I'm not ready to go, but who is? I look back from here and wonder, "When the frac did I get old?" "Why the frac does being old have to be so damn painful?"
I think "Boy I wish I had done this or hadn't done that" but if you jack with one thing it changes everything. I do have regrets, but nothing big time, no mass murders, no pyromaniacal binges. I wish I had treated some people I cared about better. I wasn't mean, just not as attentive as I should have been.
I kind of got pretty far from shore too. I think I made it back okay.
All in all, I've had a cracker jack of a good time. I've been in the right place at the right time more than once, and escaped by the skin of my teeth more than once.
My kids have had it pretty good too.
I worry about my grandkids a lot more than I ever did about my kids. It looks like I'm leaving them a pretty crappy situation.
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