After reading that, I couldn’t decide to give a thumbs up or sad face. I decided on the thumbs up because you’re not ready to leave this place yet. Get outside and breathe some fresh air and enjoy this life. God will come get you when he’s ready. Life seems to always come with plenty of thumpings, but it also comes with good times as well.I was in a deep dark place Sunday night. I was stuporous and had an out of body. Every time I closed my eyes there were colors mixing and coming at me very slowly. Several times I saw a blue white light above me. I was ready. God said, nope, I have to thump you some more before you come into my house.